JP's world :): The difference between SJ n JELLS!!

hi ..

since today i was not in a good mood :( .. i didn't know as well why my mood was down .. hufft .. all the day i stayed at home .. my friend asked me to go out but i refused because i didn't feel i wanna go out .. maybe because the weather was so cold today ..

i spent the whole day learnt Hanguk (korean language) by myself via online through this website http://www.learn-korean.net/learn-korean-classes-viewarticle-7.html .. i was surprised to find out hanguk has grammar as well .. and believe me guys the grammar is so difficult than english .. >.< .. and i learnt by myself without tutor :( .. poor me !!

and i watched youtube "a walk to remember super junior", 9 parts video made by ELF about super junior journeys from the first time time in training until they became famous.. these videos successfully made me cry .. oh gosh they become a super star like today we see through really a hard time .. not only 1 year they spent for training ... but 6 years !! 6 years is not a short time .. far a way from family, best friends, and struggled with their pain because of the training, they already suffered a lot but they didn't give up .. but now, their pain is paid back !! you win guys!! i am proud to be an ELF .. a fan that always smile with you, and cry with you .. and I still 13elieve your prom15e !! SJ + ELF = one ^^

the reason they didn't give up though they faced the harsh time because they have the other members supporting each other, their hyungs and dongsaeng who always with them share the pain and the happiness, always there with them with shoulder to lean on and warmth hug, and they have a super leader teuki oppa !!

i was jealous with super junior after i watched the video .. because since i continued my study in sydney, my JELLS who are my older sister and my younger sisters that i never have from my parents were not beside me again like usual, which means i dont have any shoulder to lean on when i wanna cry, i dont have any warmth hug again when i feel sad, i dont have anyone who know and understand me well when i am in bad temper.. i must survive alone here with the strange environment, new friends, new culture, everything is new for me!! super junior members don't have to survive alone, but i am a little girl must survive alone without JELLS, best friends, and family .. this is the point why i was so jealous.. >.<

but God is really kind, He gave me a lovable sister, Lenny, though she is far away and we only communicated via facebook message but it is enough for her to make me realized about something, the most important in this case, which is really simple matter but dumb me didn't know the point of my complaint above ..

She said, "each of Super Junior members has the same dream , but each JELLS members has different dream."

i dwell on this again n again .. and i got the point!! really thankful to God sent me angels without wings for me.. SHe is right .. we have our own different future goals, that made us separated, but distance is not a big problem for us to support each other .. the fact is they always be there for me when i want to cry, when i happy they also happy, when i have problem they cheer me up, however it is not a physical contact but i am happy and grateful ... silly me jealous with SJ because of the thing that actually i also have but in different way!!

now i can sleep with a bright smile in my face .. because i knew JELLS always be there for me despite of we are not together in the same place but our hearts are connected each other !!

really love JELLS ... my endless love is JELLS .. rock you girls !! hahaha ^^

JELLS is a friendship that will never end even God want us back to His side, this lovely friendship journal will still exist among our generation (i hope) ^^

copy from SJ motto : JELLS - any of us = 0 , JELLS + our hearts = 1 ^^