The Saddest love in the world is between you and your idol

Huhuy .. i am coming back again to tell you, did i meet with my prince charming at the library today ? hahhaa ^^

what do you think ? hahahaha ...

the answer is jerejerejerejengggg *weird lol .. i didn't meet him :(

Nothing special happen today .. everything seemed like usual .. even some of my plans were failed to do :(

something makes me sad tonight (well, not only tonight but also the nights before) :(

not because i didn't find my prince :) (it doesn't matter, because i know God already has one for me but not for this time ^^)

have u ever heard about a quote said "The saddest love in this world is the love between fans and idols" ?

I think i am the one who has this saddest love :( .. i am an ELF (EverLasting Friends) .. do you know ELF ? this is the name for super junior fans .. super junior (SJ) is boy band from south korea that has 13 members (they said SJ is the boy band that has the most members ^^)

i fell in love with Lee Dong Hae, the most childish member.. i love his smile that is like 3 yo child .. so sweet, innocent n so natural .. his kind heart, sweet manner, romantic side, childish act, i love every thing of him >.< .. oh my .. every time i look at his pict , i always like OMG i really want him beside me !! >.< ..

i have his real twitter because of him i started to check my twitter regularly every hour to check whether he twitted something or not.. he twitts a lot of simple but sweet for his fans (e.g : dont forget to eat, keep healthy) he replied few of his fans twitt mentioned him.. OMO how lucky they are !! i am jealous ... i already twitted so many mentioned him like a crazy one, but no one were replied by hae .. :( .. how pity i am!! >.<

it is impossible for me to meet him personally, i am in sydney he is in seoul .. even if he comes to sydney for show or travelling it is still unlikely happen (the chance is 1 : 100000000000)... huaaa .. by thinking this fact really make me hopeless .. :(

umm .. but after i thought about this again n again .. may be this is not what we named love.. i am only admiring him .. right ?? (please make me sure about this!! >.<)

i think after u read this u can tell that where my blog site name came from ^^

there are a lot if things i want to tell you .. but i will keep them for tomorrow post .. ^^

i hope you won't feel bored reading my silly story :)

Keep your body healthy readers :) (like hae oppa usually does) ^^

Good night

GBU <3

-JC-